Jan Raath
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As rumour swirled last night of a power-sharing deal that would bring an end to 28 years of rule by President Mugabe, I finally allowed myself to wonder whether this was the moment that Zimbabweans had been waiting for.
The country has weathered economic catastrophe, reducing the land that once fed much of Africa to stark famine, and has seen its highly developed infrastructure collapse.
For the first time, we sensed that the word “change” could become reality.
As a witness to the decline of my adopted country I felt a thrill of something that seemed at once like happiness and anger. These feelings I share with many others, some of whom will no doubt want revenge.
As yesterday began, I sat in my office with the television on. ZTV was broadcasting the third list of the day of results from the parliamentary election and, as it has in every other election announcement in the past two days, it declared one victory to the MDC, the next to Zanu (PF), and then the MDC again, and so on, as if it were dealing out a pack of cards.
On Monday the pattern was curious, then yesterday as it went on it didn’t dawn on me — I just found myself saying that they wouldn’t be carrying out this charade if they were confident of winning or of having rigged it.
Then I found myself saying that Robert Mugabe and the Joint Operational Command, the cabal of spooks and generals who manage Mr Mugabe’s political survival, didn’t know what to do.
The realisation was almost blinding that the man who has never been short of cunning to outwit all those he disagreed with — from Tony Blair to the man waiting at the back of the queue for a loaf of bread — had suddenly been stripped of his invincibility.
When you are in the thick of this stuff you don’t think, you’re too busy writing about it. Profundity and revelation is a luxury. Like eating.
It was a special moment yesterday morning when I gave a lift to a policeman hiking to the girls’ school that had been a polling station and where he said that he was to be on standby. He was in a rage about the dragging-out of the election announcements. “We must have change now,” he said.
Levity helps at these times. “Mugabe’s been declared the winner,” I announced to friends waiting at one of the three press conferences that were meant to be addressed by Morgan Tsvangirai but that didn’t happen.
Then I said: “April fool!” They laughed, because yesterday suddenly something felt as if it was slipping away: Mr Mugabe, the past eight horrible years of being on the edge, of feeling like a chicken in a run waiting to be snatched by the beak of a swooping crow, the sickness of adrenalin that oozes all the time into the stomach, gnaw, gnaw, gnaw.
Then someone who ought to know what he is talking about drew me to a seat in the emptying conference hall and whispered: “They’re talking.” He wouldn’t say anything else.
It has happened. It is slinking off into the gloom, the old crocodile that has breathed terror into all of us, that makes people whisper when they say the word “Mugabe”, that has crushed not just agriculture and industry and the economy but worse — that crushed hope and forced mothers with their babies strapped to their backs to crawl under the barbed-wire fence in to South Africa.
At times of momentous change like this it is difficult to predict how you will feel. When, at last it seemed as though Mr Mugabe’s rule was close to an end, there was a feeling of almost divine relief.
I felt a surge of something that was happy anger and, I’m afraid, I wanted revenge.
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Sarah gets closer to my point, but she still seems to be sliding away from the obvious. It seems the truth is desperately avoided because it's not 'politically correct'.
Again I make it clear: this has got nothing to do with race, but you've got to look at the moral and cultural environment in each of country. Why did Canada fare so much better? Because of the culture and morals of the majority population.
Africa has a tribal past of ruthless violence and exploitation. It's very fashionable to condemn American and British foreign activities, but those making that point would be the last ones to want to go and live anywhere else.
Most Indians would love to move to the US and many of them openly state they wish India was still ruled by the British.
Why has Zim descended into chaos? Why is RSA running into trouble? Why is the Indian infrastructure crumbling? Because these countries do not follow a culture of order and mutual support. They are based on arbitrary tribal cultures.
Anil Gulati, Sydney, Australia
Another difference between Canada as a colony and Zimbabwe as a colony is that most white Canadians liked being colonials. I'm speaking of a time up to the 1st World War, progressively less to the 2nd War; now of course, it is a non-issue (especially since the re-patriation of our constitution in 1982). Most non-aboriginal Canadians would have said we actually benefitted from being a British colony, but I think you would find that the First Nations of this country had a slightly different take on the matter. They would be more likely to understand Mugabe's anger at colonialism. Unlike him though, our First Nations people do not advocate violence and reverse racism to get their own back. They use the courts, and Parliament to make their point.
Sarah, Ottawa, ON, Canada
Concerning the views expressed by Yves from Bruxelles/Brussel (depending on which side of the linguistic border you're standing on there in Belgium):
As a Dutch speaking British ex-pat, I regularly watch Flemish channels and your news is equally biased towards your ex colonies and neighbours.
This is not wrong. It is perfectly normal to be interested in countries you have a historical link with, however shameful you may consider those links to be.
Richard, Groningen, Netherlands
Yves,
You really don't get us Brits- we are not obsessed with Mugabe, we are obsesed with Zimbabwe!
We regard Zimbabwe as our friend and we feel their pain and we share their hopes... Mugabe's hate campaign against Britain has forced us to keep our mouths shut for fear of the effects it will have on Zim's vestigial democracy.
Philip Evans, Cambridge, UK
Why, you british people are so so OBSESSED with Mr. Mugabe?
I really do not know. What about Omar Bango and other dictators in Africa. Why only mugabe?
Is it a " Colonialism nostalgia" ?
yves, Brussels, Belgium
David tries to compare the de-colonialisation of Zimbabwe to Canada? Sorry if I got your meaning wrong, Dave, but it seems you are trying to say these two countries are comparable on a level playing field!
That's either naivity or (pc) pretence. Either way it's breathtaking in its audacity.
The difference that the politically correct often try and protect is colour. It's got nothing to do with colour, and everything to do with morals. We should appreciate better the role of morals in society and where we get them from.
Mugabe clearly lost his, but what about the rest of the population? Trying comparing RSA instead. It seems to be going in the same direction, just a little slower.
Anil, Sydney, Australia
I speak as a complete outsider, who nevertheless follows African affairs and the plundering of countries such as Zimbabwe with great sadness for its inhabitants.
First of all, no exit of Mugabe could be perfect, and surely the day must firstly be celebrated, for none of this was evident only days ago.
One problem in post-colonial Africa is that no distinction was made between coloniser and colonial infrastructure. Every time an entire system is thrown out, whether it's dispossession of white farmers in Zimbabwe or debaathification in Iraq, an enormous knowledge bank and system of networks goes with it. Surely, there is a better middle ground where infrastructure can be saved, while democratizing the access to power.
Canada is always just presumed to be a safe country, but one of the reasons Canada has succeeded is that Canadians progressively assumed the mantle of independence, while retaining the "colonial" British parliamentary system and judiciary, which serves us well.
David, Amstelveen, Netherlands
For those who despise post-colonial Africa, laugh away, but though rudderless African school children have continued to pursue their education better than British ones. I was astonished even just 5 years ago to meet several Zimbabweans who had gained their university degrees in their home country and used these as passports to flee Mugabe's despotic rule. Many of them are now enjoying the British democractic air, attempting to teach Mathematics and Chemistry to unruly school children in these isles. Well, for the supercilious Rhodesians, it's a pity that Britain itself is not proving to be the Empire it was even with leaders vastly better intentioned than Robert Mugabe. It seems to me that Zimbabweans, in their majority, cherish their education better than the majority of the British people, whose Chemistry Departments must close and whose degree programmes now include courses too risible to merit a second look. Racism cannot overlook Africa's success in spite of its ghastly leaders.
Edward Nobel Bisamunyu, London, UK
Don't get too euphoric, one tribal tyrant will be replaced by another. What was a semi-paradise as Rhodesia will descend even further into the hell-hole that is post-colonial Africa.
Michael john Beesley, Worthing, England
Gidon Bennett from Tel Aviv says "...more like a Garden of eden for Blacks and whites , but then it was called Rhodisia.Now tell me where in Africa has black independance brought prosperity to its people..."
A garden of Eden for blacks as well as whites, you say!! I'm sure the black inhabitants were overjoyed when the white settlers marched in and dispossessed them all those years ago.
You appear to be suggesting that Africa return to the days of colonial rule. Ah yes, what could be better for the blacks than the days of the sjambok and slavery.
Yes, one looks with sorrow at the mess many African countries find themselves in since casting off the yoke of foreign rule. It is to be hoped that traditions of good government develop across that beautiful continent. In the meantime you should reflect on the appalling mess that whites made of running Europe on at least two occasions in the last hundred years including genocide of the Jewish people.
Peter from Peterborough, Adelaide, Australia
You want revenge? That's exactly the intoxication Mugabe's successors want you to experience.
When you sober up, watch for the big black Mercedes, the retirement homes in Switzerland for the new regime, the numbered bank accounts, the thugs in black sunglasses, the smiling NGO visitors.
If this had been an honest takeover, Mugabe would have been flying for his life. He has been allowed to buy his way out, and than means the process of corrupting the next Zimbabwe regime has already begin.
jon livesey, Sunnyvale, CA/US
I think many will want revenge, and hopefully that revenge will take a positive path.
Return Zimbabwe to the bread basket it once was, the independent and successful African country it once was! That will be the spit in the eye that zanu PF deserves!
MY hopes and well wishes with the soon to be free people of Zimbabwe!!
Chris, Stamford, USA
Bread basket of Africa..more like a Garden of eden for Blacks and whites , but then it was called Rhodisia.Now tell me where in Africa has black independance brought prosperity to its people. Dont say South Africa,as the signs mismanagement are already starting to show.It's just a question of time before it goes the way of the rest of the Africa.Poor and asking for handouts for its corrupt leadership from the rest of the world.....shame
Gidon Bennett, Tel Aviv, Israel
when you talk of zimbabwe having a highly developed infrastructure and having fed most of africa i think your confusing it with rhodesia.
james morrell, doncaster, united kingdom
Chickens are more often grabbed by hawks than crows.
But then, hawks aren't black.
As the phrase goes, "I'm not saying ... I'm just saying."
Might be time to find a better metaphor -- you've felt like a chicken menaced by a hawk, but then an army of crows scared it away.
That has the advantage of being accurate at both levels (black Zimbabweans have rescued you from the predator Mugabe; and crows do actually mob predators to scare them away).
Ryan, Chicago, IL - US