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A obsessed fan of Paula Abdul who was mocked for her braces when she auditioned for American Idol has been found dead in an apparent suicide in a car near the home of the pop star and judge she adored.
Paula Goodspeed, whose rendition of Proud Mary was strongly criticised by Simon Cowell and rejected by Ms Abdul and fellow judge Randy Jackson, appears to have committed suicide by overdose, police said.
Her body was discovered on Tuesday night in a car with the personalised licence plate “ABL LV” in a Los Angeles Lakers frame, parked in a Los Angeles street not far from the home of the 80s pop singer, a former Lakers girl.
Investigators found prescription drugs in the 30-year-old’s car, along with Paula Abdul CDs and pictures. Her parents had reported her missing some hours earlier and expressed concern that she might hurt herself. She had apparently been last seen on Monday night.
“It appears to be a suicide by overdose,” Detective Robert Bub of the Los Angeles Police Department said.
Ms Goodspeed’s audition was aired during season five, which began in January 2006. She told the show’s host, Ryan Seacrest, that she was a huge fan of Ms Abdul and showed him life-size drawings of the singer which she said she had been creating "ever since I was a little kid."
When she appeared in front of her idol Simon Cowell noted a physical resemblance to Ms Abdul, to which Ms Goodspeed replied "She's beautiful."
However following her performance of the Tina Turner hit Ms Abdul declared herself "speechless", going on to add: "That's not a good thing." Mr Cowell then went on to make fun of her braces saying he did not know how anyone could sing with “that much metal in their mouth."
"You have so much metal in mouth," he repeated, holding his hands far apart to indicate size as he added: "That's like a bridge".
She spoke of the criticism in a MySpace posting some months after the broadcast, also expressing her hurt at how her appearance had been trashed by bloggers.
In June, officers from the Ventura County Sheriff's department checked on the woman at her home in the LA suburb of Thousand Oaks after deputies received a tip from city police that the woman might be at risk of self-harm, Captain Ross Bonfiglio said.
Jeff Ballard, a representative for Ms Abdul, told celebrity TV show “Entertainment Tonight” that the singer and her staff had known about Ms Goodspeed for years.
“I am deeply shocked and saddened at what transpired yesterday,” Ms Abdul said in a statement. “My heart and prayers go out to her family.”
The singer joined American Idol as a judge in 2002. The producer of the reality show, Fremantle Media North America, declined to comment on the death.
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THIS WOMAN WANTED TO MEET PAULA SO BADLY THAT SHE TOOK A CHANCE ON THE SHOW, SURELY SHE KNEW SIMON, AND THE REST OF THEM, MIGHT NOT BE VERY NICE. HOWEVER, THE SHOWS POPULARITY IS BECAUSE OF THIS, JUST LIKE THE ROMANS VS CHRISTIANS. THE PUBLIC EATS IT UP AND AS LONG AS THATS TRUE ITS WHAT WE'LL SEE
ANNETTE, FORT GRATIOT, SAINT CLAIR
Mark, he didn't say, "You can't sing with that much metal in your mouth" (which would have been a judgment), he said "I don't know how you can sing with that much metal in your mouth," which is the truth: HE DIDN'T KNOW.
Jannelle, Vallejo,
Truth is she had braces. Saying that it is difficult to sing with braces is a judgement not truth. You can either criticize or applaud a persons effort for singing with braces. I dont watch this show because it is built on watching people be humiltiated. Thats NOT entertainment.
Mark, Vancouver, Canada
It IS the judges job to tell you the truth, and that's why American Idol is so good. Even thought Simon was a little hard on her... how many people has he trashed before? Did any of those people kill them selves? NO. This girl must have had problems before the audition.
bridget, havertown,
She was slammed for trying to improve her appearance, I don't see how that can be entertaining to anyone. I can't stand to see the show, since there is such cruelty being slung around. There are perhaps several good singers who won't sing anymore because of that, who knows how many were lost.
Roselyn, San Antonio,
American Idol is not to blame. Simon and the other judges only spoke the truth. It is obvious that this young lady had other problems before and after coming on the show.
Sue, PASADENA, USA
These judges can sit on top of their piles and piles of money, and reflect upon whether making a living by ridiculing fragile people is worth it. American Idol is not just about talen; its onerous side is making entertainment out of cruelty and the public eats it up.
Joan, Brownstown,
Contestants may set themselves up for criticism, but the producers are deliberately choosing the untalented for on-air auditions that are intended to make viewers laugh and jeer. And the judges are required to be openly contemptuous. This isn't entertainment, it's willful cruelty. I don't watch.
Lili, Chicago, USA
Seems like a tragic case of untreated OCD.
Dave, Minneapolis, USA
Maybe this vile TV genre will now improve or even better, die out. Whats also sad is Simon Cowell is now worth about 100m for peddling this dumb rubbish around the world.
Joe, Manchester,
i think it was only a matter of time before this happened, most teenagers are cripplingly insecure, put the on tv, put them down by insulting their weaknesses, and it's inevitable.
Amanda, Northants, UK
I don't think Simon was being cruel at all.He told the truth to what he thought and the truth is when someone has braces in their mouth their not going to be able to sing to their potential.Even when this girl speaks you can hear how the braces are affected her speech.American Idol Is not to blame.
Debbie, Salem, MA
Those who cannot emotionally handle being judged, often very harshly, on their talent, appearence, etc. should not go on reality television shows. This poor girl must have seen the show before she auditioned for it, and would have had a very clear idea of what she was potentially in for.
Sylvia, Toronto, Canada
I understand that when someone goes on the show they pretty much set themselves up for this BUT...I also think it is time for Simon to seriously live up to the consequences of his behavior, his cruelty, and his ridicule. Positive criticism is one thing, his behavior is another.
Nicole, Toronto, Ontario
It would seem the death is linked to the girls' humiliation and mental health. However, the invovled parties still set to gain financially from the humiliation aspect of the show. Television should assess humiliating output before ridiculing innocent and sometimes vulnerable public.
Paul, Sheffield, UK