Jonny Wilkinson
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The morning after an international match, I always feel physically sore, exhausted and as if I’ve been out until 6am and had an hour’s sleep. Obviously I hadn’t been out all night on Saturday but Sunday morning was about as bad a hangover as I've ever had.
I still can’t shake from my head the fact that if we had done what we wanted in Pretoria on Saturday, we would have been in the game. At half-time we were leading but we had nevertheless hardly started to play. So I guess at the very least, I’m going home from this tour not thinking that there is a massive gulf between these two teams, but that we had an opportunity here on the field that we missed.
It is a horrible feeling when you have got that to deal with. It is a horrible feeling when you have been beaten like we were.
But what I said to the team afterwards was this: that the game was a message about what it takes to play at this level and that we had shown that we are capable of it. Yes, it is a horrible feeling, but if we push ourselves, if we keep learning the lessons, then one day we will be handing them out ourselves.
So put the scorelines aside for a while and I’ll explain why this tour has been a success. For a start, the Springboks were never beating us from the first minute; when we’ve been organised and kept our shape, we’ve been able to match them.
Secondly and probably more importantly, the definition of success here for me has been about the development of the squad. I ask myself: what would happen if we stayed here for another six weeks and played these Springboks every Saturday? The risk of losing heavily the way we have done in successive weeks is that you get dispirited and that you begin to believe you are chasing lost causes and if that was the case, then the scorelines over the next six weeks would get worse and worse.
But the opposite has been the case here and the evidence is clear: in the first Test we matched them for periods of the game, on Saturday we matched them for an entire half. If we stayed here and kept playing them every Saturday, I think the scorelines would get closer and closer, we’d believe in ourselves more and more, not less and less, and we’d improve as we understood the challenges, got smarter and took on board the lessons each week. And this is a very good South Africa side. What has struck me about them in particular is the balance they have: size, power, speed, the ability to score from nowhere, good goalkickers, experience and youth. It is a unit with great all-roundness.
But while we’re not going to play them six weeks in a row, we’ve now got three months to be learning lessons and we’ve got guys at home with experience and ability to add. And our big World Cup game against them will be in different conditions and in a different place. I find all that encouraging. That is why I am hoping that some day not too far away, we will look back on these games and this tour and thank God that we went through it.
So, no, this has not been a dispiriting tour. It has been a very hard one, for sure, and it pains me terribly to be on the receiving end of these scorelines. And, though I cannot stand the feeling of Saturday’s 50-pointer, there is still pride in what we have done. Pride comes from facing challenges and refusing to back down and we have faced the challenge, the flak, the negative media, the virus and yet we’ve not just played courageously with hearts on sleeves, we have gone out there genuinely trying to execute a game plan to win both matches.
We have believed in ourselves and what I know now is that that belief was not misplaced. We have shown that we can match these guys and that if we had stayed tight for 80 minutes, not 40, then we would have been contesting the result. That is what we take away: the knowledge that we can play at this level. That is a great thing to know; the challenge now is to prove it.
Jonny Wilkinson plays at fly-half for Newcastle Falcons and England. After making his international debut aged 18, he played a crucial role in helping England to win the World Cup in 2003. Also a British Lion, he provides an exclusive insider’s view on rugby in a regular column for The Times

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Sure it WAS 36 - 0....
but look who's in the Finals?
It's not France, who unfortunately just took a beating by Argentina...
It's not Australia, who England kicked out...
It's England.
And England are going to Win it.
Tristan Brown, Cairo, Egypt
RWC 2007: SA 36 - 0 Eng....do I need to say more?
alistair, Sydney, Australia
So much negative feedback. Every experience is a learning one, and I England will learn and develop from their recent tour. It would be foolish to think England is not examining the tour for the areas they can work on.
Daniel Scott, Sydney, Australia
I am a fervent England supporter who has being living in New Zealand for the last three years. It pains me to say that I don't agree with Jonny and that for the first time in probably twenty years or so, Engalnd has fallen way behind the other leading rugby playing nations. The game in England is slow with too much focus on forward play - this used to be Engalnd's strength but now NZ and SA can match them and better them in this department. The forwards lack the ball skills of the New Zealand forwards and the backs, whilst fast, currently lack the physical presence to break the line. I only hope things can improve, but I fear that it won't be in time for this year's world cup. One thing that should happen is that the RFU/Premier League should limit the number of southern hemisphere and other six nations journey men playing in England who are preventing young English players from getting weekly exposure to top level rugby.
Alec, Auckland, New Zealand
It is strange that a squad player is allowed to write in the press in this way. Yes, over 6 weeks the scoreline may get closer and closer, primarily because the SAs would get bored at scoring 7 or 8 tries a game.
As Ashton has said, there are few certainties for the England RWC squad. They have more players than most other countries but through poor management since the last RWC they have been unable to fine tune their squad, let alone their best XV. Whatever gloss Jonny puts on it, this tour has not helped Ashton in any way.
David, Kettering,
Excuse me but what planet is JW on? The Boks racked up over 100 points against England, handed them one of their worst ever defeats, outplayed them in every respect and yet he claims
"we had an opportunity here on the field that we missed."
Yeah right...missed opportunity....perhaps he meant the opportunity to stay in the dressing room
Dave, Riyadh, Saudi Arabia
It's so terrible to read about England 'losing'. Will we never stop using such judgemental language ? As Jonny Wilkinson pointed out : if you "put the scorelines aside"; and remember that it was all about "an opportunity ... missed"; that they were "never beating us from the first minute" (only at the ends); and that it's all about "facing challenges", you realise that as long as you're 'developing' and 'taking lessons on board', there's no need to actually 'win'.
Jonny, your assessment would do Tony Blair proud. You should have written a bit on that famous RN victory over the Iranians a while ago, when our brave, stoical seapersons showed them what we are made of.
Of course, the Aussies, Kiwis, and Springboks will once again start using horrible terms like 'whinging Poms'. But WE know the New Britain is all about 'moving forward' , and not 'turning the clock back' to a time when Englishmen admitted they had lost fair & square, and quietly determined to do better next time.
L Stewart, Spalding, England
Personally I think england were very fortunate not to be hammered by larger score lines! JW is living in fantasy land if he thinks that England were able to match up for certain periods in the game. Let's just be brutally honest for once and let's forget about trying to blow smoke up each others rear ends. England have no chance in beating the Boks because the Boks are bigger, better and faster than them in every single department of the game! Even JW will struggle to make this SA team, and if JW and Ashton think that they have learned anything from the Boks they would be playing straight into Jake White's hands because the Boks showed them absolutely nothing. SA could have gotten together a day before the game and on individual brilliance alone beaten these second rate rugby players donning the famous Whites of England!
Jan De Wet, Pretoria,
Justin,
Sorry. England beaten on all counts and before they took to the field. SA only their second game together and three more stars to come back. A couple of Tri Nations games will battle harden them and atone their minds to serious competition. England training camps and some infighting will not prepare them well unfortunately.
Dave Robinson, Cambridge,
I'm inclined to give more weight to the views of the captain of England and world cup winner than Dave from Cambridge... Good spirit showed by the team and I look forward to resuming business as normal service against SA.
Jon, Kent, UK
It looked to me like the Boks were half asleep for the first half not that England were matching the rampant Boks, as Jonny describes it. When the Boks realised they had to put some effort in then they were indeed rampant and England took an absolute smacking. Nice spin however Jonny.
Duncan, Hong Kong,
Well said Jonny, and in the words of Winston Churchill, "success is the ability to go from one failure to another, with no loss of enthusiasm."
Elly, Plovdiv, Bulgaria
As a South African, can I just say how impressed I was by Wilkinson and the rest of the English team during your tour.
Sport hopefully isn't always about the result (easy for me to say after we won...) but also how your team conducts itself. Faced with adversity and illness, I for one was impressed with your response to that - you didn't make excuses and you maintained a positive outlook throughout.
(Compare this to one of the blackest days in Sprinbok history when you thrashed us at Twickenham, when our players resorted to thuggery.)
Maybe it's true that you can judge a man better by how he acts when he loses, than how he acts when he wins.
I still think we'll beat you in the World Cup, though!
Greg, Cape Town, South Africa
The assupmtion is that the SA team will keep improving, maybe or maybe not. But wait, they're pretty much full strength at the moment. Throw a few injuries into the mix and perhaps a walloping in Dunedin when they play the Kiwis in the 3 weeks and we'll see what they are made of.
Yes they do look good but their second string didn't look great against Ireland last year did it?
Giles, Oxford,
Excuse me but what planet is JW on? The Boks racked up over 100 points against England, handed them one of their worst ever defeats, outplayed them in every respect and yet he claims
"we had an opportunity here on the field that we missed."
Yeah right...missed opportunity....perhaps he meant the opportunity to stay in the dressing room
Dave, Riyadh, Saudi Arabia
I doubt whether any of the six top teams in the world would be able to put in a good show with a sub-strength team against a full strength opposition. I do not agree with JW on a couple of issues. Firstly it was rather fortunate for England to be ahead after the first half. All points being scored from mistakes by the Springboks (penalties and intercept). Secondly the Springboks also did not play well as a team in either test matches but scored points on individual brilliance instead. The Springbok squad came together 5 days before the first test. The Springboks with current players can still improve immensely. The only problem is that when these two teams meet again in the WC the Springboks will probably be sub-strength and despondent due to political interverence and quota demands. It will also be at the end of a long season with lots of injuries and sore muscles. The northern hemisphere teams have a huge chance to upset the Southeners if for this reason alone.
Lourens , Pta, South Africa
I am a very proud South African and a dire Springbok fan. Seven years in this country though, and a few losses to England, have taught me a bit of humility in victory. I am proud of the boys. I do however think that when you add back the Heineken cup players, England will be more formidable. Not as formidable however as when you add Os Durant, Fourie Du Preez and Jaque Fourie to the South African side. Its almost a perfect 1 to 15 in that case. Good luck in the WC England, and good luck to Wilco (the man is a legend up their with Mcaw and Carter) in particular but I recon you are going to loose in the quarter finals.
Brett, London,
What strikes me is that if we had 14 other players with the mentalty, never mind the ability, of Wilkinson we'd be unbeatable.
He's far too diplomatic to say what everyone else knows: that the squad that went to SA bears no resemblance to the team that will go the World Cup.
Considering the level of ability of some of the players in the team on Saturday and the illness that swept through the camp, yes it was a miracle that we were able to match them for an entire half. On that basis, there are positives to be taken from this tour.
And if nothing else, it's given Wilkinson some valuable game time in the run in to the World Cup.
M Wardle, Bournemouth, Dorset,
I have nothing but admiration for Johnny Wilkinson, his attitude, committment and drive exceed others. But, self delusion seems to be the motto of the England team.
Matches are won and lost in the last twenty minutes, its that period that seperates the men from the boys.
All the hype merchants in the world will put positive spin on England's performance, but, unfortunately thats all it is, spin.
Perhaps Ashton saw Colin Charvis play for Wales and thought, "I know, lets phone Lawrence"
It probably will work, but, it will not win the World Cup.
Its the last twenty minutes that will win the World Cup, and England are not competitive in that area, sadly.
David Edwards, Burnham on Sea,
As an englishman I find this very hard to swallow. We were smashed on all accounts and the springboks, true to form, didn't consider the opposition worhty of their best efforts, until they needed to in the second half, and my god was it one way traffic then!
Justin, London,
Dave I disagree. What allowed them to pull away was our lack of experience and the fact that these boys have not played much rugby together. JW nails it on the head. the 2nd test showed we had learned from the first. We were competitive for longer periods and the 'rookie's' of the side matured as players.
Our boys now get a break before thay can fet into a well planned camp, where as the SA boys have the task of the tri-nations, which is bound to fatigue a few players, as it showed in ours on Saturday
Tommy P, Chichester,
No, no,no,no,no. Every team that loses has a period of being able to match their victors. Victors become victors because the loser can not match them for the entire game.
South Africa, like many victors were in cruise control once they new they had the game won (ie before it started). They sepped it up when they needed to and played England like puppets. In control the whole game.
Positives come out of every game. Don't you think that tere is the possibility that this SA team will be even better by World Cup time. They've only played two games.
Dave Robinson, Cambridge,